4th day...
still craving for facebook but less for the reason why I deactivated it...been on a 2 straight night out with my new found friends... love it! I have to be honest.. I haven't forgotten him yet.. but I'm proud to so ..I don't love him anymore...theirs just simple things that makes me remember him..like his scent.. the songs he sang... but enough about him... how the hell could I move on If even in y blog it's still all about him...
so let me tell you a story about this new gay guy..hahahah
first so him... in the pantry..his cute firm ass and eyes... he's really not that good looking but I'm just really in to loud mouths...anyway... I find him cute ..at first I was just observing him... when he's at training... it's all about him... some found him irritating.. but for me I enjoyed seeing him doing his what he does best... being perky...
before we had our girls night out last Thursday ..we were together in the van and he was all over the place... 1 of the passengers was already super irritated ... when we went down..he said goodbye to the 4 of us... my heart was beating fast already...
yesterday ..I was sitting in the pantry ..talking with my team mates when he passed by... he was outside the glass window ..we looked at each other and he said hello... it took me 15 second to realize that there was no one else there... ^^ then I went down with Joyce but went to the loo first... he was there! after peeing I went out he was waiting for his team mate as well... then he talked to me! haaay my knees are getting weak at his glance... but he wasn't that bad... he was on a moderate tone without his usual facial expressions when he talks in front of a crowd...then we went downstairs to smoke ..and he and his team mate went to their training room...
after smoking ..I went back to the pantry to mingle with my team mates before training..he was there alone... I just kept on passing by his side and we kept on smiling and waving at each other ... rapport frog me^^ I wanted to sit with him... but it wasn't the right time yet... after mins of gallivanting in the pantry... I sat ... he stood up to help his teamate to put something in the fridge... he placed his soda bottle in my table..so I started a conversation..then he said it was his birthday ..so I greeted him^^
It's a good thing I have 3 new inspirations and motivations in transcom...
an agent..a trainer and my friends!^^
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