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In my 23 years of existence...

A friend once told me... "you know what? you have lots of realization friend!It's  because I'm a person who learns new things everyday ... facing different problems and situation everyday makes you learn how to cope up or deal with it... Things happen for a reason so you really have to deal with it no matter how hard it could get...

 I'm the kind of person that is always available when a friend is in need... I'd forget my work or
whatever i'm doing that is less important just to aid a friend... many people came and went away in my life but i'm still hanging on ... If someone leaves you it does not mean he or she does not care.. it is because both of you needs to grow...

Being  in my world is like a jungle... there's always a predator that hides beneath the bushes.. waiting to eat your flesh... but they can't afford to do so because of my friends..they always defend me with or without my presence... I'm a friend oriented person and as bad as it may sound... i would choose my friends more than my family.. because in my family... I cannot share everything..but with them i could....my mother once asked me... " who would you choose?us or your your friends??" you know what my reply was? "mom..I never choose..and if ever i answer your question now? you won't like it..."

The one thing i hate the most in a middle of a dilemma is choosing... Choosing things i would but to choose the people i want to be with? i wouldn't dare... I'm a very loving person and kind.. but once you hurt me? I bite too^^

In usual cases... it's the "fool me once..shame on me..fool me twice..shame on me" applies.. but for me... I would wait..and give all the chances that a certain person needs... but when i give up..after a million chances.. well that's the time that you should walk away and never step back in my life...

In love .. I'd bet my life as well...I can be your maid...your caregiver...your mother... but not to a point that i'd be abused already... my best friends would call me.."martyr.. stupid..." but isn't that what loves supposed to be? or being in love rather? some would critic me as the one that holds that relationship... but that's false... i go with what my partners would ask me...they control me... but when i reach the threshold of my patience... that's the time that i would flinch...

I'm the kind of son, cousin, nephew, uncle, grandson that would make you happy... but i'm really lazy s they just deal with it... but when i'm in the mood... i would be like ella in enchanted and tidy up everything.,

weeew..i just realized( ^^ ) it's so therapeutic to write about how you are in life and how you deal with certain things^^...It's a good thing I started blogging again... I stopped because the jhiajhia.blogspot.com was hacked by my ex... and because there's an inspiration^^

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